Perfection Part 2

I hear your earnest words
telling me I am perfect,
and though I know you are being generic…
you are speaking of souls,
something universal,
even impersonal…
I feel something more in your protest,
that perhaps you consider me
more valid than I do myself:
this woman of experience and years,
this cracked and flawed vessel I wear.
You see my spirit like I see yours.
I could come to crave that mirror,
one that sees inside me
and tells me hidden truths
I have tended to deny
on the evidence of the ones
that only reflect the surface.
Why is it we can look upon another
in the clearest, most genuine way
and love them for who they are
when we seldom give ourselves the same honor?
The thing we are seeking
has always lay waiting inside us
but maybe it is useful now and then
to have someone show us
that beauty is not skin deep
it comes from something deeper than bones.
What else is love, then
but showing each other how we are
how timeless and whole
how amazing and rare
how perfect.

RCGA, 2010

Reiki

Rudderless

I lay down

The Box inside me

Tightly bound

And the storm came

Brilliant with lightning

Ponderous thunder

Rain so cleansing

In sheets and streams

While I lay unwinding

And the box started moving

Beneath its binding

I have been cold

For so very long

Numb to the touch

Deaf to the song

Yet it is frightening

To open once more

To let my dreams breathe

To see what’s in store

So many spirits

Stand murmuring round

Twinkling light bodies

Their voices round vowelled

Bright came a strike

With a rumbling crack

I stared at the window

Prepared for attack

Nothing came

I was safe for the moment inside

Coddled by warm hands

I lay there and cried

Then the box gave a leap

One strong chain fell away

Promising me

It will open one day

Oh, am I brave enough

Am I to dare

To live and to love

And gods help me, to care?

RCGA, 2010